Puma came over last night and we talked about our future projects and just all kinds of stuff in general. One of the subjects that came up was how there are really mean people out there posting pure filth and hate on forums about us, and other porn stars. These guys and perhaps girls have nothing better to do than to go on different adult oriented/porn forums and spew hate towards us.
I don't let it bother me, but it got me thinking....are they that depressed and miserable that they can't appreciate the fact that we're putting our selves out there for everyone too see and enjoy. If you don't like what I look like, or what some other adult star looks like, than look away. Move on! Don't be spreading your hate and write really "messed" up things on forums about me. Especially since you don't know me personally.
At the end of the day, I know that I love what I do and I love my fans. I've got some of the greatest and most dedicated fans ever. It's sad really that those negative people have to ruin it for the rest of us. Seriously, you don't like something you see, move on. Why would you sit at your computer and go out of your way to write something mean spirited and hateful? Unless if you hate yourself so much that you have to spread your misery.
Anyway, for my awesome fans...I love you and I appreciate you! I put myself out there on myspace.com/nikkibenz, twitter.com/nikkibenz and of course www.nikkibenz.com so you can be a part of my world or just keep in touch. Whether you're a fan of my videos, or my photo shoots or even my myspace page, I really appreciate you guys!
p.s. check out the new box cover with me on it from Digital Playground. I love it!