Saturday, January 31, 2009

Busy week, fun weekend!

I've had a pretty damn busy week once again! I'm always on the go, whether it's feature dancing, doing errands (which never seem to end) or shooting. Yesterday I shot for Reality Kings with Jordan Ash. It turned out to be such a hot scene. He was my limo driver and he gave me the ride of my life *wink *wink LOL

My back is hurting today from all the positions we had to do in the limo. As you can imagine, there isn't a lot of head room in there so I had to twist and turn in all kinds of positions and I'm paying for it today. Some Advil should help with my back pain, at least I'm hoping. I even cancelled on my personal trainer because of it. I just don't want to put more stress on my back by working out today.

I did my usual morning run to Starbucks again and since Puma lives right above me, I got her one too. I'm loving the black tea lattes from there. Sooooooo good! I quit drinking coffee a while ago, so now I'm on a tea kick.

Puma and I are going to go to the Beverly Center to film some footage for our SWENZ project. ;) Should be trouble!!! LOL I have to buy a new camera as well. Need to take lot's of candid pics. :)

Kisses, Nikki xoxo

p.s. Think we might be going out tonight as well to a night club for some fun!



Picture of me doing morning radio show in Kentucky to promote my feature dance appearance

www.nikkibenz.com

Monday, January 26, 2009

Hmmmmm.....

Puma came over last night and we talked about our future projects and just all kinds of stuff in general. One of the subjects that came up was how there are really mean people out there posting pure filth and hate on forums about us, and other porn stars. These guys and perhaps girls have nothing better to do than to go on different adult oriented/porn forums and spew hate towards us.

I don't let it bother me, but it got me thinking....are they that depressed and miserable that they can't appreciate the fact that we're putting our selves out there for everyone too see and enjoy. If you don't like what I look like, or what some other adult star looks like, than look away. Move on! Don't be spreading your hate and write really "messed" up things on forums about me. Especially since you don't know me personally.

At the end of the day, I know that I love what I do and I love my fans. I've got some of the greatest and most dedicated fans ever. It's sad really that those negative people have to ruin it for the rest of us. Seriously, you don't like something you see, move on. Why would you sit at your computer and go out of your way to write something mean spirited and hateful? Unless if you hate yourself so much that you have to spread your misery.

Anyway, for my awesome fans...I love you and I appreciate you! I put myself out there on myspace.com/nikkibenz, twitter.com/nikkibenz and of course www.nikkibenz.com so you can be a part of my world or just keep in touch. Whether you're a fan of my videos, or my photo shoots or even my myspace page, I really appreciate you guys!

Kisses

p.s. check out the new box cover with me on it from Digital Playground. I love it!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

2 New Scenes out!


Hey everyone!

Giving you the heads up on my newest scene on naughtyamerica.com that just came out. Also, this Monday, January 26th you'lll be able to see another hot new scene on brazzers.com

Kisses, Nikki

Friday, January 23, 2009

Feeling good

I feel 100% better today than I did yesterday. I guess going to Boa last night cheered me up. Perhaps the fact that I went to the gym this morning and worked out made my blues go away as well.

Here are some pics from last night. Puma, her fiance Keiran Lee, Keiran's sister visiting from the UK and Duane were all there and of course me! Our dinner was amazing. I love Boa!

The SWENZ


The SWENZ giving the finger, as usual LOL


The SWENZ being pervs and violating our baked potato! Hahhaha


Group shot!


p.s. Thank you Puma for the pics! xoxo

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Good stuff brewing

So as you can see by my earlier blog, I started out today having one of the most depressing days of this month. LOL Anyway, I'm better now and I have a meeting with Puma regarding the Swenz. We've got some great new stuff brewing for you. I can't wait to start working on our new projects!

Since I feel better now, I'm ready to go out with my friends tonight to dinner at one of my favorite restaurants, Boa, and forget about all the crappy things that have been happening lately.

Many hugs and kisses!


p.s. My shoot for tomorrow got re-scheduled (thank god) so I'll have a day to myself. Looking forward to it. xoxo

Feeling like crap


I've been feeling like shit ever since I came back from NYC. I was there feature dancing in Queens, NY. My flight back from NY was horrible. It was delayed at LaGuardia airport, so that meant that I would miss my connecting flight in Philly, and of course I did. Sitting at the Philly airport waiting for my flight to L.A. sucked!

I was so tired to begin with, and going on no sleep because I didn't finish at the club til almost 6 AM didn't make it any easier on me. Tyler Faith, Ashton Moore and I were all feature dancing at the same club at the same time. I had fun with them and I'm glad we all got to once again hang out. I love those girls! The three of us used to be contract girls for Jill Kelly Productions. They're good people!

Anyway, our last night there was fun, but then at the end of the night we had to wait and sit around til 5:30AM to get paid. The club manager was having a lot of problems with his staff that night, so it was understandable. However, if you've been working all night the last thing you want to do is wait for two hours to get paid.

Once we got paid I headed back to my hotel to pack for my flight that morning, but not before stopping at Dunkin' Donuts to get some coffee to help me stay up so I could pack up my suitcases. I called a taxi, once it arrived we drove to LaGuardia airport, which is in Queens, NY. After finding out that my flight from LaGuardia to Philly was delayed that pretty much ruined my whole day. It's a long travel day from NY to LA with a layover in Philly as it is, and since I didn't sleep at all that night it made it that much longer.
So, my point is that I feel like crap ever since that day I can't seem to get back into my groove. I feel all off or something. I think what it might be is that I'm simply burnt out from traveling, shooting, feature dancing, working constantly on my computer, running errands, hardly spending time at home due to traveling, etc. Can I complain any more! LOL I just really need some time off to re-energize. I hope that my vacation plans in February work out, because I need one sooooo bad!

I haven't had a real, one week vacation on over 4 or 5 years. I'm kind of a workaholic if you haven't noticed. LOL

I'm supposed to do a bunch of paper work and computer work today, but I just don't feel up to it. I normally never ever take naps during the day, but I think I might today.

Tomorrow, I've got a shoot for Reality Kings. That should be fun! I love shooting for internet companies. Anyway, I'm going to try and take a nap, at least for an hour. Maybe I'll feel better afterwards.

Love you guys. Hope you're having a better week than I am.


Kisses

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Back from Vegas

The AEE convention in Vegas was fun! I signed for Brazzers all four days, hosted a party at Prive and attended the red carpet for the AVN Awards. Sadly, because I had to host my party on Saturday night I couldn't stay for the awards show. Puma and I just walked the red carpet, took a bunch of pics and did a few interviews. However, attending our party at Prive was so much fun! The club was packed. Even David Hasselhoff (of Baywatch fame) was there. When he entered the club, the DJ played the theme song from Night Rider, which I guess was his show at one point as well. LOL

Vegas was definitely a good time, but once I got home on Monday I was exhausted. There's just too much going on during the AEE convention. I ran into a bunch of people I knew. It was great. Now I'm packing up for tomorrow's trip. I'm feature dancing at Perfection with Tyler Faith and Ashton Moore. Looking forward to it. I better bring tons of warm clothing, the club is in Queens, NY. Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....


Here is a pic of Puma and I at our party at Prive

Friday, January 2, 2009

Happy 2009!

Happy 2009 Everyone!

I ended up going to Vegas after all for NYE. Puma, Keiran and I all got up around 4 AM and drove to Vegas on the 31st. We chilled at Blake Brazzer's house during the day, did a bit of shopping and then took a party bus with a stripper pole to Prive, which just happens to be the same club where Puma and I are hosting our AEE party on January 10th.

There was about 25 of us going to Prive. I had such a fun time! The Swenz were crazy!!!!

I hope you all had a fun and safe New Years Eve! A few candid pics for you:

Puma and I doing it up!


Kisses