Saturday, September 29, 2007

Take Control Video Sample made by a fan

Good night! I've got to get some rest. Feature dancing again tomorrow night at

September 27-29
1616 East 15th St.
Los Angeles, CA

It was a fun night with CubanCookie!

My girl Yvette was my roadie for tonight at the downtown Rouge. A roadie basically helps you out, such as taking Polaroid pictures, handing your music to the DJ, collecting your clothes and money from the stage, etc, and of course keeping me company. She's so much fun, I love hanging with her! Between my shows, her and I were dancing in my change room to the music from my lap top. Oh yeah, some Fiddy and Kanye boy! Of course I did the whole greet and meet with the fans. You guys are awesome!

My knee is feeling so much better thanks to all the pain killers! Mostly Advil.
Love you! xoxo

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

An Interesting Night Indeed!!!

Monday night, Gina Lynn, Travis Knight, Puma Swede, and Lexxi Tyler and I all go out to dinner at Geisha house. We all valet park our cars and go in for dinner. After filming all day, it was a nice way to end the day. So after dinner, Gina and Travis get their car from the valet. Lexxi gets hers and Puma and I are waiting and waiting and waiting for mine.
After 10 to 15 min I started to worry, then I got pissed off and asked where the hell was my car. I could tell the valet guys were nervous, so right away I thought my car got stolen. "Don't worry we're getting your car Miss" they tell me. 20 or so minutes goes by and they say to me that they think my car was towed. "How is that possible?" I asked. Apparently one of the guys parked my car for a few minutes in a no parking zone and it got towed. I was so freakin' mad! So then the owner of the valet company comes by and he tells me that they are currently looking for my car. They had no clue where to start since they did not have numbers for the towing lots nor did they know which company towed my car.
I got really frustrated and pulled over a cop car. I asked the officers how I could find my car. They came out, questioned the valet attendants, and gave us the numbers for the towing companies. We finally called the right towing company and found my car!
Once we figured out which lot it was in, the owner of the valet company drove Puma and I to it. He had to pay out of his own pocket to get my car back since it was on them for getting my car towed. I felt bad, because it wasn't his fault. He was very nice about the whole situation and he apologized to us for the inconvenience. I'll say! It took me 2 and a half hours to get my car back.
The police officers went to the lot as well to make sure that we would be ok or perhaps they knew who we were and wanted a picture for their myspace account lol. So it was an interesting night indeed!

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Girls Just Wanna Have FUN!

Gina Lynn, me and Krystal Steal goofing around on set of a new Gina Lynn Productions movie! xoxo

p.s. we had a pillow fight lol :)

Monday, September 24, 2007

Damn Early!

It's almost 5:00am and I'm up. I have to shoot today. It's a girl/girl/girl scene! I'll let you know how it turned out later on tonight. Speaking of tonight, going out to Geisha House for some sushi with the girls.
I have to write about my trip to West Palm Beach. Crazy!!! Too tired to get into it now. lol Some crazy ass bitches out there.

Hugs and kisses,

Nikki a.k.a Benz Mafia

Friday, September 21, 2007

Feelin' better

It took me 20 minutes by taxi just to be able to find a nail salon here in West Palm Beach. I don't know my way around here, but my toes are done and I feel a lot better today in terms of my cold and my knee than I did yesterday! Ahhhhhh......Just ordered room service. My favorite part about staying at a hotel....staying in bed and getting room service. :)

It looks like T-Storms are coming in. That's one thing you gotta love about Southern California, it never rains. I got into a really bad accident when I was 20. Completely ruined my car (it was pretty much scrapped after that), hurt my self, but not too bad. Anyway, my car tires locked up in the water from all the rain and I crashed into a wall on the side of a highway in Toronto. Ever since then I've been scared to drive in the rain. Even when someone else drives while it's pouring rain, I get anxiety.


Here is a trailer from a new movie that I'm in (Must be over 18 to view):

Night Scoop

This blog is on West Coast time. In reality it's almost 4am here in West Palm Beach, Florida. I'm still sick, but feeling better due to me stuffing myself with Emergen-C and Tylenol Cold. I swear, if you ever feel a cold coming on or already have one get Emergen-C from you local drug mart. It's a miracle!

My knee if feeling better too, but that might be because I took a lot of Advil to kill the pain. It was a good night tonight at the club. Friday and Saturday night will be a mad house! Thanks to all that came in and wished me well. I feel better already!

Hugs* xoxo

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Fighting a Cold

My throat was hurting for the past few days and then last night, bam! The cold just blind sided me. I have the worst head cold ever! Ughhhh......My knee still hurts too. I'm going to an emergency clinic tomorrow to check it out. It might be just really badly bruised and they might have to drain water out of it. I heard that's really painful.

Otherwise, everything is good LOL. I have two shows tonight. One at midnight and the other at 2am. Three shows tomorrow and three on Saturday. I'm so glad I have a late flight on Sunday. I get to sleep in!!! Yay!

Good news for my San Franciso fans, I'm coming in October for the Erotic Exotic Ball!!! I will be there on Oct. 26 &27. Of course prior to that I will be in Toronto for The Everything To Do with Sex Show. I was there last year for it and had a blast!

I've had a pretty chill day today. Can't do much but watch tv and order room service. I'm way sick and I walk with a limp. I'm loading myself on vitamin C and Tylenol I'm hoping I'll feel 50% better by my first dance show tonight.

Hugs xoxo

September 20-22
Spearmint Rhino
West Palm Beach, FL

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Feeling like shit

Posting a picture that makes me smile, Andrea and I in Vegas doing "The Shocker".
There is nothing worse than doing a video interview, prettending to be all happy, etc. while feeling like shit. That's what I had to do today. My knee is seriously killing me. I almost want to back out of my feature dancing gig this weekend in Florida, but it's too late. The club already spent money on advertising, promotion, my plane ticket and hotel. As much as I hate doctors, I have to force myself to go to one as soon as I get back. I absolutely have to get it checked out.

On a happy note, I was chosen as Direct Model of the Month, for the month of October. It's a recognition within my agency for all my hard work. lol I really do work hard...sometimes too much. Travelling as much as I do really does take it's toll at times and can be very taxing.

I'm flying out tomorrow, first a pit stop in Dallas and then to West Palm Beach, FL. I'm feature dancing at the Spearmint Rhino there. I am looking forward to seeing all my fans down there. I just hope my knee pulls through.

I just made myself a cup of tea, sitting here in front of my computer, myspacing, doing computer work for my website, surfing the net all at the same time packing for tomorrow's trip. At least I'm sitting here in my robe, and nothing else underneath. lol

Gotta go and finish up packing. xoxo

We Always Play Nice!

Monday, September 17, 2007

Great song by Three Days Grace

They haven't shot an official music video for this song yet, but here is a comp of it.

Scene Scoop

Shot a really great scene today for Gina Lynn Productions with Travis Knight. Next week I'm shooting with Gina and Krystal Steal. Can't wait! I have so many great movies coming out. Babysitters from Digital Playground comes out this month. I've got a scene in it with Jesse Jane and Tommy Gunn. 3some!

Just shot another great scene a few days back for SexPros by Brazzers. So keep an eye out. Of course if you wish to see what movies I'm currently in visit

Sunday, September 16, 2007

My Work Never Stops

I arrived today from St. Louis. Tired....Had to do some computer work, check email, blah blah blah.
I'm working on something very exciting! Can't say what it is just yet.

The make up artist will be at my place tomorrow morning at 8:30am. I'm shooting tomorrow. The only thing I'm worried about is my knee. It hurts like a bitch! I guess I banged it up while feature dancing at the Hustler club this weekend.

Man, I swear why do I feel so busy all the time? I'm just glad I took 2 days off this month to go to a spa resort.

I gotta finish up here and get ready for bed. Have to wake up at 5:30am.

You all know what a hip hop junkie I am, but I love Three Days Grace! They're from Toronto also. Gotta support my T-Dot peeps! I leave you here with one of their music videos:

Tired and Cranky....yet happy about this weekend

It's almost 6:00 am St. Louis time. That would be 4am Los Angeles time. I did three shows tonight at the Hustler Club in Washington Park, IL. The house was fucking packed! Very fun and roudy crowd. Just how I like'em! So a thank you for all those that came out!

I am however really tired. My last show was at 3:00am (St. Louis time, which is central time I believe). Then I had to cash out, pack up all of my stuff and go straight from the club to the airport.

I'm cranky because some drunk ass cracker burned me with a cigarette. It's not too bad, I moved away quickly and shoved him away. It does sting a little though. He didn't do it on purpose, but I can't stand drunks, especially when I'm sober!

All in all, it was a very successful weekend and I'm thankful for that. Tobby is here with me. He's tired and cranky too! lol It was his first time visiting a strip club tonight. I can't wait to get home. I love L.A.!!!!! At least where I live. Traffic in L.A., not so much. lol

Once again thank you all for coming out and showing support. It was a great two nights.

Hugs and kisses. I'll try and get some shut eye on the plane, but I doubt it. Tobby always manages to escape and get me in trouble. Just in case you don't know, Tobby is my lil' pomeranian dog.



Friday, September 14, 2007

Getting ready to go feature dance at the Hustler Club

I'm in my hotel room in Fairview Heights or something like that. The Hustler Club is in Washington Park and I flew into St. Louis airport.
I hate being stuck in a hotel room. I get so bored. And I didn't bring any toys with me to help me out. lol ;)

I'm doing three shows tonight and three tomorrow and then I'll fly back home on Sunday. I'm thinking of wearing my gangster/mafia outfit tonight. As well as my black nurse outfit and maybe a school girl uniform. Sounds sexy to me!

Alright, I have to go shower now. Hugs and kisses. xoxo

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Pics from Puma's B-Day Dinner

Thanks to Sandee Westgate, who was also at the dinner party, for sending these pics to me. xoxo

I love this video

Good Night!

I went out tonight for Puma's Birthday. Had lot's of fun! Sandee Westgate and Lexxi Tyler were there too. I'll wright more about it tomorrow.
Good Night. xoxo

Here is a video clip from a while ago. I love it!

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

The day after VMA Awards

Hans and I

I flew out to Vegas for a shoot on Monday, the day after the VMA Awards. During the flight on my way to Vegas I was reading an article about Hans Klok, a magician with his own show in Vegas and he has Pam Anderson as his assistant. I thought to myself "I really want to go see his show."

So after the shoot, which went really well, I was at the airport waiting to catch my flight back to L.A. and who sits behind me at the gate, Hans Klok! That was pretty weird I thought, considering I was just thinking about going to his show. I saw other celebrities there too, I guess we were all catching a flight back to L.A.
Since the flight was on Southwest Airlines, an airline that doesn't give you assigned seats you just pick your own, I chose and aisle seat. The girl that I worked with that day took the window seat and who sits in between us, Hans Klok! I thought that was pretty funny.

Anyway, he's a really nice guy. He asked me if I was in show business as well, I said yes but a little bit different. LOL He took my business card and said he'd send me an invite to his show. Either way I'm going. I love magic shows and besides that, I really want to go see Pamela Anderson!

Funny Video:

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Getting Ready for Bed

I will be on a flight to Vegas in about 8 hours. I have to get up at 4 or 4:15am to get ready, wash my hair, shave, etc. for the shoot. "I gots to look good!" Hahaha

I'm shooting for brazzers and this time instead of shooting in Los Angeles, like I usually do, I'm flying out to Las Vegas to shoot during the day and then I'll fly back home. The flight from Burbank airport is only an hour. Thank god I'm flying out of Burbank, we all know how crazy LAX can get!

Vic, who is a director for that company lives in Vegas and it's easier for them to fly adult film stars there and shoot at his house then fly them back home, instead of renting a location here in L.A.

I got too much rest over the weekend and now I feel too rested to sleep just yet. In any case, I have to make myself fall asleep because I have to get up in just 4 hours. Yay me! lol

Anyway, I've been looking to buy a new laptop...but I'm not sure whether I should buy a PC or a Mac. I'll figure it out. Tobby is already asleep on my bed. He's so cute. I love him! I'll be sure to take a few pictures on set tomorrow and post them on my website and perhaps a few on here. Nighty night! Hugs and kisses to all. xoxo

Happy and Relaxed

I'm home! Didn't want to leave the resort, but such is life. I had a great time with Puma at the Four Seasons Resort and Spa in Westlake. Sooooo much fun, and so relaxing!

We got up today and ate breakfast, yummy french toast with berries and whipped cream. Then we packed up and checked out of our room. As we were leaving we realized there was a huge car show right outside of our hotel. OMG I love fast cars! I'm pretty sure I had an orgasm when I saw all the Lamborghinis, Ferraries, Bugatties, Porches and McLarens outside. LOL

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Sooooooo Relaxed!

Well, I wasn't supposed to be on the computer but I couldn't help it. I'm in Westlake Village for the weekend. I came here to relax and it worked. I did promise myself not to use a computer or my cell phone for a day and a half, but it's so hard. I seriously can't live without technology! lol

I'm getting restless. I never get to relax this much, and it's so great. At the same time I feel like I should be doing something, like working! I swear I'm a workaholic.

It has been a very relaxing day and really fun too! Today I spent most of the day sitting in our cabana by the pool teasing all the pool boys LOL, went for a swim and got three spa treatments. Puma and I got the best service ever by the pool! The cabana/pool boys knew that we are porn stars so they gave us extra attention. We got free food and drinks! :)

I swear I haven't been this relaxed in a long while! This weekend is just what I needed!!! We're going back home tomorrow and on Monday it's back to shooting for me.

Next weekend I'm feature dancing in Washington Park, IL at the Hustler Club.

Alright, it's time for me to go back up to my room. I'm in the business center using the hotel's computer. Puma is right beside me surfing the net too. We're such Internet addicts. lol

Friday, September 7, 2007

Going to Westlake Village for the weekend!

I've been looking forward to this weekend for a while! No computers, no cells phones, just relaxing for a day and a half. My phone usually rings non-stop (both of them! lol) so it will be nice to have some quiet around me.

I'm going with Puma, we both need a drama free, relaxing weekend. Then again, there's never a dull moment when Puma comes a long! lol I'm sure we'll find a way to get into trouble. Just kidding, but we are going to take a lot of pictures.

Her and I also scheduled some spa treatments like a Swedish massage. I can't wait! My back is sore from shooting and dancing, so this is just what I need. There is also a huge outdoors pool at this spa, maybe I'll go for a swim or two. Besides sex, it's the best type of exercise, so I've heard anyway. :)

My pomeranian Tobby is going too! Yay! I'm glad they allow pets (under 15lbs I was told). Good thing Tobby is only 7lbs.

Alright, I have to go and get a car wash. After my Vegas trip my car got dirrrrrty!

Kisses. xoxo

Thursday, September 6, 2007


If you find yourself at your local California or Arizona strip club or video store, pick up a copy of Stiletto magazine and read my exclusive interview!

The past few days

Wow! My first blog post on! I just registered today and thought I'd write something in here. I had a very early start today, as a matter of fact I've been getting up pretty early almost everyday for the last while. Yesterday I got up at 5:00am because I had to get ready for a shoot.

I had a dentist appointment this morning at 9:00am. I hate going to the dentist. He actually found a cavity. Ouch! I'll have to go back soon and fix that up!

Yesterday I did a photo shoot for most of the day, and the day before I shot a b/g scene. So glad it finally cooled down outside, because these past few days have been scorching hot, especially when you're shooting sex scenes! lol

Over the weekend I was in Vegas with my girlfriend from Toronto. I had a lot of fun! Took a lot of pic's too! I'll post them on my website

Well, that's all for now. I'll be writing something on here everyday if I can!

Hugs and kisses to you all! xoxo